hey there @Doldip15

firstly- wow. you've gone through so much, and i can hear how painful, overwhelming and exhausting this has all been for you so far. i'm so sorry you've had to deal with this.

Dr Google can be scary to rely on... and i'm shocked to hear that your GP hasn't shared information about Lupus with you! are you seeing your GP soon? i really do hope you're given more answers. and juggling the violent behaviours and taking care of your family, i can't imagine how tiring it must be to have all that on your plate. 

sending you gentle hugs, we're here for you 💙