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  • Author : Captain24
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  • Topic : Something’s not right
15 May 2025 12:59 PM
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I managed to get myself off the lounge. 

I couldn’t have a shower so I just got into bed. 

Pixie and Jett have been asleep most of the night and now I’ve put them on my bed they decide to play. 

Im feeling really vulnerable right now. Everything is so overwhelming. It’s all too much to deal with. I wish I wasn’t here to deal with it all. How easily I could just give in. I made a promise though. I keep my promises. I’m really regretting it right now though. 

Why does it all have to be so hard? I really hate who I am. I hate hate hate myself. Hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate