I can’t cope

[Captain24]

It’s really uncomfortable actually. He gets under my armpit!!! @tyme. But he is warm and cute. Pix sleeps at my feet or on the floor on my spare pillows and dirty clothes. 

[tyme]

Hahaha @Captain24 . I'd be too scared I'd squash them!

I get paranoid when I'm sleeping with my niece. I think my pillow will smother her or something...

Phew, and least she came over and took her pillow home today. It's a school night so she's back at hers.

[Captain24]

The two of them are so different @AuntGlow. Pix is happy to be on her own most of the time. Jett has to always be near me.

I don’t think anyone would really notice if I went. Only my parents because they would have to look after my dogs

[Captain24]

I do roll on him sometimes but I wake up and he growls at me @tyme! 

I do sleep better without them though! 

A few nights of comfy sleep. 

I was only thinking of your sleep the other day. Do you still sleep in the floor? 

[tyme]

Nah, I haven't slept on the floor in months now...wait... actually, when it was really hot and my niece insisted she be in my bed, I got annoyed because I was too hot, then I migrated to the floor. That was only in Feb-March this year. Quite a few time actually @Captain24 

But no, I haven't been on the floor since it's been cold.

And yes, I agree... having your own bed is THE BEST! No kids, no dogs... 

But one thing, even when I'm in my own bed, I still stick on one side...you?

[Captain24]

Both dogs sleep on my side of the bed. @tyme. The more I move over so do they. But yes I sleep on one side of the bed. I just get to spread out instead of being at some weird angle

[tyme]

Hahaha.. like me too @Captain24 

Anyway, I'm going to bed. I'll see you later this week.

Take care!

[Captain24]

Thanks for tonight @tyme 

Enjoy your bed and sleep well 

Talk soon

[Captain24]

3rd load of washing in the machine

Bed linen changed

kitchen cleaned

ensuite cleaned 

Now waiting for my psych appointment. I feel really miserable and praying that I don’t cry. I don’t want to do this. What am I suppose to tell her? That life just sucks. Sorry this isn’t recovery focused. You can just delete it and ban me